Inspired By Experience

In my youth I struggled with mental health issues and never thought I was good enough physically or mentally. Over time, this abusive inner dialogue manifested in both metaphorical and physical masks which I hid behind. Daily, I would cake a mask’s worth of makeup on my face and fake a cheerful demeanor because I genuinely believed the true me was not worthy of being seen. So for years, I hid. 

After moving to Portland in 2015, I found a community that helped me see and believe that I am enough as is. Over the years, they encouraged me to face my fears and let go of the masks. So, I did.  First, through conversations, then through actions. All my various therapies finally culminated in one challenge. I was to go out in public bare faced and get a facial. No makeup permitted after.

Little did I know, that facial would be such a cathartic, life changing experience. It was as if each effleurage stroke was exposing my vulnerabilities, but rather than feeling the need to hide, I felt secure. At that moment it dawned on me. I can’t be the only human dealing with these insecurities. I need to help others on a similar journey to mine create a safe place where people can take off their masks and begin to honor themselves via acts of self care and love. I hope to provide a safe space for physical and mental healing for each individual who joins me for a session.

As I have learned from experience, true beauty is more than skin deep.

Aly Amey 

Owner / Esthetician 

Kalon Esthetics PDX